xinling

2011-12-23T06:34:00.000-08:00

my dearest ah ma passed away on 17th Dec afternoon at the age of 103.. today is the 7th day of the funeral and she has been cremated.. till now, i still couldn't believe that she has already left us, left the world.. and i know its too late for all the younger ones to show our love and respect for her..

throughout the 7 days of funeral, it was filled with sorrows since day one.. everyone just couldn't help but feel sad for her departure.. that shows how much all of us likes and loves her.. she has a total of 16 grand children and she never fails to give enough attention, care and concern to all of us. she has a very special place is every single of our hearts.

my ah ma has been staying with me and my parents since the day i was born. from young whenever my mom wasn't around, she would be the one taking care of us. whenever my sis gets beatings from my mum for being naughty, my ah ma would try to stop the punishment as she feels hurt for seeing my sis getting caned. my ah ma, sis and i used to have lots of fun playing together when we were much younger. although she's already in her early 90s, she still tried her best to "entertain" our silly games. five stone was one of the more decent game we played together, and i was really amazed that my ah ma was so good at playing it.

you know little kids when they are young, they tend to feel scared when there's no one at home. once i was really scared and i force my ah ma to sleep in the living room which she usually doesn't do so. it was really nice of her to accompany me taking away my fear. sometimes my cute ah ma would accidentally locked herself in the store room when she was looking for things. she was trapped till we came home. despite of her old age, she still goes to the void deck to take a walk every morning no matter rain or shine. she's a very social-able senior citizen, she gets along very well with the rest of the "ah mas" downstairs.

when i was much younger and nonchalant, i used to yell at my ah ma when she does something wrong unintentionally. thinking back, it was really mean of me to do so. sometimes i really wish that i could be older and more mature when my ah ma was staying with me. So that i could treat her as good as i could and spend more time with her. when i was in my upper secondary, my ah ma shifted to my 2nd uncle house. from then on i hardly had the chance to see and talk to her. every time i told myself that i should go along with my dad to visit my ah ma, but i failed to do so as i would forgotten or too caught up with other things. this year, i only met her once during chinese new year. and that was the last time i saw her alive. truly regret for not spending more time with her. if i could bring the time back again, i would like to be a good grand daughter, being filial and spend as much time as i could with her.

tears aside, i believe that she is now happily reuniting with my ah gong in heaven. after 20+ years, she must had missed my ah gong a a lot. i could see my ah gong ah ma holding hands, strolling happily in the beautiful world above. rest in peace ah ma, love you lots.

2011-03-03T05:42:00.000-08:00

low morale... no kick to do anything..

work sucks.. just don't like how things work in the office and how sarcastic a person can get..

tt's y i'm keeping quiet and keeping my cool..

2010-11-11T05:53:00.000-08:00

i miss you baby, badly

i don't like this kind of feeling, its reali so hard

2010-09-12T07:36:00.000-07:00

sparkles comes into your life when you least expects..

it amazes me =)

2010-07-16T23:31:00.000-07:00

i nearly forgotten that i've got a blog.

not really good recently. still kinda lost about what i really want in my life and in future. a question was raised to me recently: what are some of your goals you want to acheive in future?
Goals?? what are they? i've been searching for it high and low but it seems nowhere to be found ㅠㅠ

anyway, i'm starting to feel the tension of politics at my work place =( i'm so dead =(
my boss has really high expectations of me, but i doubt i can meet his expectations.

2010-05-02T06:56:00.001-07:00

if only the reality is like a fairytale ~~~~

2010-05-02T06:43:00.002-07:00

yup! i'm officially an working adult now.

full time working adult.

and its going to be a month soon that i'm in that job.

kinda sad that my student life has actually ended.

kinda missed it though.

in the past when i was a student, i wished so much that i'm working.

now that i'm working, i wish so much that i am back as a student.

working adult life is really lifeless. i already can feel it despite that its not been a month yet.

not sure if i've choose the right job.

but i guess most likely i won't stay in the current job for long as this is not the kind of job i'm looking for.

perhaps a year? or perhaps 6 months?

well, shall see how it goes.

most likely i hope to further my studies overseas after this one or two year.

when i've earn enough money to bear my expenses for further studies =)

my only motivation right now is to earn money and my overseas trip to korea end of this year.

its still long though.

haha

2010-03-24T09:03:00.000-07:00

its been 2 months since i'm back to blogging.

exams are done, results out and i am a graduand now!

isn't 3 years fast?

yup, i've already decided to work instead of furthering my studies.

perhaps that would be a few years down the road.

been looking for full time jobs past few weeks and gladly, i've found a position in CAG.

and what's even happier is that my laopo will be working together with me!

its the second time after internship that we're working together as colleague =)

besides, both of us have also taken up Korean lesson at Cambridge school and are planning on our korea trip end of this year. i'm so excited!

prom night was awesome, better than what i've expected.

i guess its the same for everyone =)

zouk with my cliquey after prom.

went for a short holiday break at genting. had lots of fun =)

last but not least, i would like to thank all who celebrated and remembers my birthday and for the presents.

you know who you are, too many to be listed down here.

also, my bestie lim jia yi is away from singapore for 2 weeks! missed her man.

hope she's doin fine in thailand despite of the chaotic situation in the country currently.

tomorrow is grace's birthday!

i'll wish her happy birthday in advance!

stay pretty and cheerful girl.

we well meet up soon =)

2010-01-25T06:44:00.000-08:00

year 3 of polytechnic life is coming to an end very soon.
recalling back, not long ago i was still complaining to my love ones around me about my busy schedule and those unexpected load of work and projects in this semester.
right now, everything was down and left with one last presentation and of course not forgetting final exams.
nearing to the completion of this sem, i felt the sense of lost getting stronger in which, the direction or path to choose ahead is still so vague and undecided.
hearing so many different views and opinions, all seems to make sense.
but still, i couldn't decide.

i need some enlightenment!!
further education? or join in the working society??

2009-12-31T07:34:00.000-08:00

well, 2009 is coming to an shortly.
frankly speaking, this year has been a reali bad year for me.
everything just doesn't seems right,
right till the end of the last day, its still not a good one.
what a way to end 2009.

i sincerely hope tt this kind of luck that i'm having this year won't follow me till the next.
really pray hard that 2010 will be much better.
hope that all my love ones around me stay healthy and happy everyday!

Good bye 2009!

ps, many thanks to huimin for the organiser! a plesant surprise when i heard you will be giving me a schedule book when i'm still looking for an ideal one. thanks alot sweetie, you make my day =)

2009-12-30T02:03:00.000-08:00

i'm so devastated now.. so down to the extreme..
the paper was so alright, i was able to do most questions, the answers was similar with what teachers have gone through.
and the grades turn out the other way.
i reali reali dun get it.
wat's happening to me?!?!?

so sad so sad so sad.
what an unpleasant gift for the year ending of 2009.

2009-12-13T06:55:00.000-08:00

counting on to my 2nd week of break tml.
first week was well spent with events as well as project meets almost everyday in school.
nice caught up with angeline!!
had so much things to catch up with her.
i so missed the time when we were at cruise and KL
nothing much to worry about
eat sleep shopping gamble
cant wait for our next cruise trip!
hopefully to Redang =)

2 more days to Bintan!!!
been looking forward for this trip
sun sea beaches, starry night and SPA!

can time flies just alittle slower,
i would love my breaks to be alittle longer..

2009-12-05T23:24:00.000-08:00

Mandai Orchid Garden is a beautiful place!

beautiful landscape and flowers, nice fresh air.

a nice place to get-away awhile from the city.

coincidentally there's a wedding solemization going on yesterday!

so sweet! i'm going to have mine there in the future too.. haha!!

2009-11-30T06:19:00.000-08:00

don't be too nice to me, i dun deserve it

2009-11-29T07:39:00.000-08:00

yay! i had a fruitful week end.
managed to complete my spa assignment on fri and got it binded on sat.
revised quite a fair bit for the up coming club and spa test.
all in all, i love long week ends!!!

side track abit, i just cant understand why **** like to behave this way.
getting annoyed by **** attitude.
time to grow up please!

2009-11-24T07:01:00.001-08:00

ahhh!! i'm seriously freaking tired!
facilities test kills me big time yesterday..
i've got a really bad feeling.
might be the first test tt i flunk in my entire poly life.
don't be surprise if i fail!

tommorrow gaming test!
and those things that i've studied just doesn't seems to stay in my brain.
and its 8am test early in the morning.
how how how?

next monday spa field trip submission.
not even half done.
how how how?

next monday club test.
haven touch at all.
how how how?

next tues spa test.
haven touch at all.
how how how?

2009-11-19T06:55:00.001-08:00

Alright, one test and one case studies down..
jia you xinling! =)

2009-11-06T07:51:00.001-08:00

never felt so tired before in my poly life..
and its onli like the 3rd week since school starts..
everyday got home, things onli revolves ard research, tutorials, research, tutorials.
in school, rushing here and there like a mad woman for project meetings.
juggling between two grps.
felt so lost certain times. don't feel belong to any groups.
so worn out. so much things to worry.

but TGIF!
i always love friday evenings.
gathering wif crazy people.
but time always pass so fast. too fast!
its the onli time i can cast all my worries aside.
although its jus for short moments, but its good enough.

so please my dear friends, i really need you all now!

2009-11-05T06:48:00.000-08:00

half half,

i don't feel belong anywhere

2009-10-24T07:57:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry

2009-10-23T07:25:00.001-07:00

laopo! i jus simply love u so much!

u understand me so so well!

thanks for everything!!

muacks

thanks alot too ahmin!

for ur listening ear!

u're appreciated!

loves =)

2009-10-21T06:57:00.000-07:00

frankly speaking, i cant remember when was the last time i felt happy.
many times i tell myself to stay optimistic,
but along the road there never fail to have something which takes my optimistic feeling away.
there are jus too many things in my mind.
i'm so tired..

i feel like ..........................................

2009-10-18T20:51:00.000-07:00

alright, my long long holiday will officially end tonite.
looking forward to see my clique and poly mates during lect tommorrow!

come to think about it, the SIP+2 and half months break period has been one of the best moments in my 3 yrs of poly life.
through we're in the working industry, but things were not as formal as the real working life.
we enjoy the process and do not need to worry much abt wat's coming next becos we know tt after 5 months, we will be back to school studying.

now when we're back to school, its time to think about what should we do next after this sem, when we graduate. trouble trouble trouble.

anyway, my holiday was great, meet up with great people and went for holiday again just before school starts! too much to write about the details but all in all, i had a fruitful and well spent 1/2 year before arriving to the final semester =)

2009-10-10T07:43:00.000-07:00

alright, i'm no longer tt dissapointed already!
haha.. i'm always like tt, get mad at the moment and de next day i will tend to feel so silly for getting mad over small stuffs..
cheers!

2009-10-09T07:47:00.000-07:00

alright, i had an awesome week.
working wif bestie + high pay job.
couldn't wish for more.
handing out after work =)
swimming session again at jia's new condo and sauna was great great great!! =)

but end of today, i saw something which supposely will make me dishearten.
however some how or rather, i didn't seems to be tt dissapointed.
perhaps i've should haf know it long ago?
or perhaps my life was good enough without them?
i oso duno.
i know tt from now on i shoudn't expect too much from them.

2009-10-02T08:43:00.000-07:00

alright, pictures speak louder than words.
all in all, I had a great day today! =)

2009-09-30T08:33:00.000-07:00

watched the news just now.
another wave of tsunami hit several asia countries.
phillipines was one of the badly hitted country, many lifes were lost, people became homeless.
looking at those deperate people, couldn't help to feel sad for them.
and looking back at myself, i realise how fortunate i am.
so lets be contented wif our lifes and stop bearing grudges ya?

2009-09-27T08:29:00.000-07:00

once again, i've got another close fren who got attached!
i'm so so overjoyed for her.
she's someone that's demure and who doesn't show any interest to guys since secondary school.
and all of the sudden she's attached!
haha..
wishes to you my dear friend,
may ur love life be ever sweet ya? =)

apart from that,
thanks ah min for the handmade mooncake!
i was so surprise upon receiving it =)
haven tried it today yet, i'll eat them tml!!
bet it's gonna be nice! haha =)

2009-09-22T07:19:00.000-07:00

i must agree that i get irritated and pissed off easy recently.
especially towards ****.
cant understand y **** is so
childish, inmature, arrogant, ego and all.
**** is such a big turn off for me now, seriously.

alright alright, i should control my temper too.

anyway, today was my last day in jbp.
nothing much to say, nothing much special.
but i'll definitely missed the environment, birdies and some of the nice people there =)

2009-09-19T08:18:00.000-07:00

Just take look at

how happy she was wen she saw food =P

2009-09-17T05:53:00.000-07:00

my dear girl, be strong alright.

he will be up there watching over you..

and remember, i'm here for u anytime u need me =)

2009-09-14T08:41:00.001-07:00

cursed, who can help me break the spell?

2009-09-14T07:50:00.000-07:00

humble pie.. not arrogant

2009-09-12T09:36:00.000-07:00

2009-09-06T07:43:00.000-07:00

yay! meet up wif jia today for our singing session.

we sang for 5 hours and we nearly died. haha!

after which, we went to bedok 85 market for our dinner!

we orded chicken wings, oyster omelette (is that wat you call?) and porriage.

yum yum. so filling so bloated.. haha!

anyway, i felted kinda cheated by jia today, she said within 10mins we will reach our dinner destination but it turn out to be a nearly half an hour walk. i nearly died again, with empty stomach.. haha!

had a really great chat with her! jiayou jia! ur holiday is cuming.

and we can soon have a reunion with grace and kiat.. haha!

talking abt kiat, i met up with him yesterday.

it was months since our last meeting up.

nice catching up session!

and i was amused by the amount of food he digested within 2 hours. haha!

like hungry ghost.. opps! =p

2009-09-04T09:04:00.000-07:00

好想好想好想好想去台湾阿！
好想去台北看迷人夜景。
好想去西门町逛街吃美食。
好想去乌来呼吸着新鲜的空气欣赏那美丽的瀑布。
好想到高雄爱河。。。。。

好想好想好想好想。。。。

2009-09-04T08:57:00.000-07:00

meet up with huiying today.
before that, congrats huiying for passing ur final theory test! =)
anyway, we had our long awaited badminton session all the way at jurong.. haha!!
and it turn out to be a fruitful one.
this was one of the best badmintion session i ever had.
thanks to her nice neighbours, so humble to play with us though we weren't as good as them.
had a great day! =)

my right arm aches like crazy now. haha

2009-09-03T08:18:00.000-07:00

alright, i'm so overjoyed today!
i'm so glad that you've found the right guy.
all along, i've been a faithful listener to your love story and now, i'm so elated that you eventually made the right decision.

Happy that you've moved on. no dwelling back ya?
blessed both of you!! =)

2009-09-02T22:10:00.000-07:00

2009-09-02T21:38:00.000-07:00

2009-09-02T06:37:00.001-07:00

笨啊沁伶！

2009-09-01T09:10:00.000-07:00

i shall keep my cool, and let see how will it be...

2009-08-29T08:28:00.000-07:00

my week was again, tiring yet fruitful =)
had dinner with huimin after work on thurs. had a great time with her!
and funny her smacked one 52 butt and she went laughing like crazy..
haha.. silly girl..

friday, intially suppose to play badminton with huiying at JBP entrance!!
JBP entrance, can anyone imagine?
but we din go with our plan but jus a simple dinner.
surprisingly we seems to have million of things to talk about. we talk all the way non stop and she even took mrt with me instead of bus so as to continue our conversations.. haha

today! out wif my family again, this time i brought them to jurong bird park.. last wk was night safari and now jbp!
as i will be leaving soon, i hope to bring them to these places again because it was years back since their last visit..
and take this opportunity to let them to relax and understand more about my working place =)
i had a great time!
they had a great time too, feeding the lories. haha

thurs, was suppose to be out with jia, but she needs to rush report. so our next meet up is changed to next week! haha..

2009-08-29T08:25:00.000-07:00

52 united. Hip Hip! Hurray! =P

2009-08-21T11:54:00.000-07:00

wondering hw come blogger is having so much problem.
cant even upload my pictures here..

but anyway, my week was super happening.
wedneday after work, went to eat sakea buffet with eileen!
it was like sec 3 since my last sakea buffet.
we eat and eat and eat.
salmon sashimi is our top favourite!
so much happiness when eating such nice food.
i just love de feeling of getting my stomach bloated with nice food.

thurs after work.. grace came to meet me at boonlay after her sch.
we went shopping and had my lunch.
after tt we make our way down to cityhall to meet jia and here comes our singapore flyer!
we had so much fun! but a real pity tt couldn't load the photos here.
we did crazy stuffs, we laugh like nobody's business.
had a reali great time =)

today!! after work, went makan with huimin at bugis.
anyway thanks for de ride ben, and please stop bullying me hor.
or not i get my little girl to revenge you.. opps! =P =P
had a reali nice chat wif her, with super nice food =)
we chatted from boonlay to bugis and bugis to tampines.
we just have lots to catch up about.
cant wait for the next meet up.. though we see each other everyday at jbp.. haha..

i'm so tired right now, thankfully i'm off tml. weeeee! haha

2009-08-15T22:12:00.001-07:00

anyone wants to date me to watch UP!?!?!?

2009-08-14T06:56:00.000-07:00

was kinda pissed off in the afternoon today, but things were good after shift.
was greatful that huimin and eileen waited for me to knock off despite dey knocked off earlier, i was very late, we missed the last bus and eileen was sicked.
very guilty.....
but thanks alot girls! had a great time wif u ah min and get well soon eileen!

reached home at 8 plus today. thought that they would have eaten first but my family waited for me to be home and start dinner together!
i'm so glad so glad, its nice to be at home after a day of tiring work with ur family caring for you.
just love the warmth we share!

thankful for all, and i appreciate everything! =)

2009-08-11T21:46:00.000-07:00

finally! portfolio submitted and this officially marks the end of internship.. Woots!
here comes my freedom!
friends, please date me out! i'm having 2 and a half months of holiday =p
anyway, i'm continuing as a part-timer at jurong bird, quite irony isn't it?
was complaining abt de journey, the people and blah blah blah in the begining at yet i'm continuing now.
its alright, wat matters now is to earn money to save up for my taiwan trip coming sept with my lovely girls.
i definitely hope it will be a sucessful trip.
i love going overseas wif my friends! =)

anyway, thanks png for ur souvenirs, we love it! =)

2009-08-02T09:01:00.000-07:00

welcome home png yu ting!
suddenly feel that time flies really alittle too fast.
still remember 5 months ago i went to sent her off at the airport, she was so reluctant.
complaining about not having the chance to play soccer in vietnam,
cant take part in soccer match and stuffs.
and today! she was smiling so happily when we receive her.
bet she had a great time there and nv feel like coming back.

rite rite rite??? =P

2009-07-21T10:58:00.000-07:00

its not easy....

2009-07-19T03:48:00.000-07:00

i'm back from cruise! 2 days ago, haha
this was my third time going cruise and it deefinitely brings me back lots of beautiful memory.
all thanks to angeline and her family that i'm able to go again with such low rates.
i had superb good time eating, swimming, shopping at KL, gambling.... opps!
yup, it was my first time entering casino and gamble with my own money!!
and all thanks to those chiefs for preparing such nice food,
i'm down with bad sore throat accompanied with several other symptons.
my bad, for not able to control my greedy mouth. haha

2009-07-07T06:43:00.002-07:00

i'm reali so exhausted physically and metally.
working 6 days a week is killing me!!!

2009-07-07T06:10:00.000-07:00

最熟悉的陌生人

还记得吗　

窗外那被月光染亮的海洋

你还记得吗　

是爱让彼此把夜点亮

为何后来我们　

用沉默替代依赖

曾经朗朗星空　

渐渐阴霾

心碎离开　

转身回到最初荒凉里等待

为了寂寞　

是否找个人填心中空白

我们变成了世上　

最熟悉的陌生人

今后各自曲折　

各自悲哀

只怪我们爱得那么汹涌　

爱得那么深于是梦醒了　

搁浅了　

沉默了　

挥手了　

却回不了神

如果当初在交会时能忍住了　

激动的灵魂

也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里　

沉沦

2009-06-28T01:09:00.000-07:00

i've been struggling these few days,
and eventually everything comes to an end.
a friend of mine said before, in life we need to make hard decisions.
this is one of the hardest i must say.
for your good and for my good.
sorry if this hurts.
thanks for all tt u've done for me
lets not dwell in the past anymore,
look foward for the future ya?

我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是1加1 努力就有结局
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
分开是一种解脱,
让我们好好的想过.

2009-06-25T21:03:00.000-07:00

never felt so tired before last night, especially when u're stucked at a placed for more than 12 hours a day plus that's the 5th day of ur work.
my mind literally switched off during the training session.
kinda tired to do anything.
i felt my energy level getting lower and lower these days.
seriously need something to bring my energy level back.

sorry jiayi! initially wanted to bring u to jbp in the morning today but last min cancelled.
sorry ah.. i'll bring ya there soon =)

2009-06-07T07:07:00.000-07:00

the magician cheered me up =)

2009-06-05T20:49:00.000-07:00

alright, i'm so demoralised recently.
i made up my mind, i shouldn't continue this way.
i shall be more optimistic.
Jia you xinling!!
tommorrow will be better =)

smile ~~~

2009-05-16T20:03:00.000-07:00

Sorry is the only word i can say.
i know its me who cant committe as much as before, i haven been spending much time with you and all.

i know i shdn't be asking much but,
bear with me?
and thanks for the understanding <3

2009-03-24T06:50:00.000-07:00

i guess internship is really sucky, i mean specifically for me.
somehow or rather, i regretted not listening to peiling for choosing that as my choice.
the traveling, the job scope, the people..
i wonder how am i goin to survive for the next few months,
and this is just the second week only.

p.s yanling and angeline, you both are my main motivation for work now, so lets support one another ya? =)

2009-03-17T06:49:00.000-07:00

Farewell Png, take care and see you back in 4 months =)

2009-03-15T07:14:00.000-07:00

there's a saying which goes like this

"the reason why babies cry the moment they were born
is because they know they are born to suffer in this world"

came across this sentence from an article yesterday.
hmmm, thought that it was pretty true to a certain extend?
or perhaps look at it from another angle, tears of joy?
haha, afterall, it depends on each individual mentality.

alright, apart from those emotional stuffs, tml tommorrow i'll be having my internship!
urgggg, there goes my holiday and 5 months of internship.
hope everthing will be fine.
Jiayou everyone =)

2009-03-05T06:48:00.000-08:00

2009-03-05T05:19:00.000-08:00

2009-03-02T21:17:00.000-08:00

2nd March

Had celebrations with my lovely friends and I truly enjoyed myself yesterday!
Many thanks to all you have done.
I guess pictures speak louder than words? haha..

2009-03-02T21:00:00.000-08:00

1st March

Happy birthday to myself!
Many thanks to friends who sent their wishes through sms, facebook and friendster.

Bobdog,Peiling, Yuting, Karilynn, Zhuo Hwa, Jiayi, Grace, Huimin, Niki, Sis, Vanessa, Olivia, Elizabeth, Eunice, Pohli, Ain, Xiuhui, Kiat, Huling, SingYee, Joey, Weicheng, Jieying, Kelvin, Melissa, Yanling, Samantha, Evelyn and Sharmine.

Hope i didn't missed out any of you =)

Most importantly, thank you dear for celebrating this special day with me.
Thanks for the gifts, movie and dinner.
you really got me surprised this time, its so sweet of you =)
and don't worry, i will make full use of the present =)
Thanks for your effort and i love you! <3

Not forgetting my sis! thanks a lot for the present, i like it very much!
and its so nice of you to bring me around hunting for something i like when i don't even know what i wanted. Thank you! muacks =)

2009-02-27T20:42:00.000-08:00

it was dear's birthday last wednesday!
happy 21st birthday!! =)
love you always <3

2009-02-27T06:18:00.000-08:00

huimin sweetie gave me a pleasant surprised today!
last night she suggested a short catch up session this afternoon at coffee bean.
yup, we're tons of things to talk about despite we're in the same class this semester.
we talked about primary school, secondary school, poly and relationships stuffs.

this girl had a random thought of eating cheese cake, so she asked for my opinion for sharing one.
she ordered a cheese cake and 2 coffee for each of us.
the coffees were being prepared shortly however the cake took a longer time.
after a few moments of waiting, huimin came with the cheese cake with a candle!
i was really surprised and touched for her effort.

thanks alot dearie, you are so sweet! =)
catch up someday soon ya?
loves <3

2009-02-02T00:42:00.000-08:00

在这一天渴望时间被上锁
让这一天过慢一点
永远都在日落
一天就让我们在另一边
每一滴雨水的掉落
全代表我对你的承诺
望着橘色黎明的窗前
希望你也看到爱的光线
绕个圈
红橙黄绿蓝靛紫呈现在天边
无可取代 (你的爱)
在我心里的存在
我们的爱
绝不是一场意外
无可取代(我的爱)
刻在脑海甜蜜的对白
我们的爱控制不来
满满好实在

再久一点渴望时间被上锁
让这一天过慢一点
永远都在日落
雨天就让雨水划过鼻尖
每一滴雨水的掉落
全代表我对你的承诺

望着橘色黎明的窗前
希望你也看到爱的光线
绕个圈
红橙黄绿蓝靛紫呈现在天边

无可取代(你的爱)
跟你分享的现在
对你的爱
简单的让你明白
无可取代(我的爱)
梦中一再排好的未来
对你的爱无所不在
浓浓散不开

无可取代(你的爱)
在我心里的存在
我们的爱绝不是一场意外
无可取代(我的爱)
刻在脑海甜蜜的对白
我们的爱控制不来

满满好实在

2009-01-30T06:02:00.000-08:00

Cheer up dear, he might be gone now but,
his living in your heart =)

2009-01-01T05:43:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year everyone!

2008 has really been a not-so-good year for me.
it just seems that everything wasn't well and below what i've expected.
certain people/things have really discourage and dissapoint me.
and i know i shouldn't trust that much anymore.

putting that aside, 2009 shall be a brand new year!
and i believe it will be a better year ahead, i'm looking forward to it =)

2009, here i come!!

2008-12-21T06:19:00.000-08:00

Thanks for being there for me when i'm down,

your hug feels ever so warm,

your voice brings comfort,

your presence make me feel that i'm never alone.

you just mean so much to me <3

2008-12-20T02:36:00.000-08:00

Thanks huimin!!

I definitely love my first christmas present this year=)

Miss chiam, 你要幸福哦！

2008-11-08T20:31:00.000-08:00

it was miss chiam's wedding yesterday.
its such a joyious occasion.
by right we shd start addressing her as mrs bun, but it sounds weird.

i've learnt alot from miss chiam in my 4 years of gb life, she's simply a great woman.
she's definitely a great officer/mentor/friend to each and every girl in gb.
she's just like our mother who showers care and concern for us.

at the front of the hall, mr bun, miss chiam's hubby sang a song with his deep and loving voice, upon welcoming her from the entrance.
as she walk down slowly along the hall, i could see tears from the corners of her eyes.
tears of joy, we know that she's the happiest woman in the world at that very moment.
it was such a touching scene.

From the bottom of our hearts, we wish you a blissful and joyious marriage. And in what the future might come, may both hearts be tied together strong and firm <3>

F1 F1 F1 F1 F1!!!!!!

2008-09-30T08:02:00.000-07:00

it was 2 days after F1 was over,

however, i'm still feeling so excitied when taking about it!

i reali enjoyed myself as an ursher during the F1 race.

it wasn't as bad as i thought previously.

at first i thought it will be tiring, hot and boring.

but things turn out likewise.

the first day was great.

i was paired up with zhiwei and were situated at the Padang.

he craped throughout the whole 3 days which makes me go Zzzz...

that was the only bad thing :p

anyway, i think those spectators from my grand stand are super nice people.

most of them replied us politely with a smile and thank us.

and there were these 2 japanese guys who offered me their fries while i check their passes.

so nice of them =)

2nd day was the least exciting day i suppose, the most tiring day out of the three.

3rd day!!
the most happening day!

i get really really excited when the race was about to start.

especially when the engineen sound started to fire up.

ohya, caught a sight of Lewis Hamilton during the parade.

alright, me, zhiwei and another guy from tp shared the same grand stand for urshering duty.

3 of us were equally excitied, 3 of us were equally eager to watch the race,

so we took turns to go up to the grand stand to catch the race.

the race was so heated up and so were the crowds.

everyone was cheering and shouting.

the atmosphere was sky high!

the morning shift people also came and watch the race.

they were nice enough to help us take over the duty for a short while and let us enjoy the race.

cuming to the end of the 3 days, although it was tiring, but i think it was a great expeerience of me!

love having dinners with my cliques and slacking together after meals =)

Beautiful scenery by the F1 circuit.

Padang Grand Stand!
(my grandstand :P)

me at my grandstand!

and anyway, i got to realise that someone shared the same 沁 as me.
many people call me xin ling as my chinese name and it is written as 沁伶.
actually the correct pronouncation for my chinese name is Qin Ling.
not many used this chinese character and throughout my whole life i haven seen any of my frens having that chinese character in the names other than the 阿沁 from FIR.
on sun day when taking mrt home from F1 with karilynn and one of her fren weichen,
there were many aurguments between the both of them during the journy and i forgotten how we drifted the topic on chinese names. haha
and it was till then i realised that karilynn shares the same 沁 as me!
i was really surprised at that time, she too.
and she thought i was bluffing her -_-'''
haha.. glad to know someone who shares the the same chinese character as me =)

2008-09-25T05:27:00.000-07:00

haven't been updating my blog for a period of time.
was really busy after starting work last week.

anyway, i'm current working as a temp admin staff at Aviva Insurance Company.
i'm so blessed with a bunch of nice and friendly collegues.
first day of work is great! I was introduced to the rest of the collegues in the department,
they are all caring and treat me as their “小妹妹”.
that's what they always call me. haha.

we always go for lunch as a group everyday, in ocassion when we're really busy, we will go ta bao food and bring them back to office eat together.
also, the peeps in my department loves food!
so everyday different people will buy different snacks back to the office and we will enjoy them during afternoon for tea break.

this is what jasmine bought from starbucks for everyone of us as that day was her last day of work. it taste like cuppocinno? with dark and milk chocolate base. Yummy!

Royce chocolate! this is what carmen gave me a few days ago. still haven have the chance to take a bite on the chocolates and biscuits. hmmm...

The sea view from from my desk!

= Wednesday =

Meet up with jiayi after work yesterday! we went for dinner at bedok.this girl ah, super hilarious. she blushed 3 times yesterday due to *ahem ahem
haha.. you know, i know :p

had a good chat with her yesterday, cant wait to go taiwan with her and the other girls next year!

Its F1 tommorrow!! i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait!!

2008-09-13T22:26:00.000-07:00

as usual, meet up with dear on sat.
we went to changi village and we ate some dim sum for dinner.
say franlky, this is my first time eating dim sum, and it tasted better than i expected =)

in the evening, we went to the beach laze around and when the sun has set, we played with candles, haha. it brings back so much childhood memories playing with candles and lanterns during mooncake festive seasons.

anyway, while playing with candles, we saw something walking on the shore. it was very dark by then, couldn't really see anything.

and dear said "it's a crab!", and he went off chasing it.

after he've chased a distant, the crab suddenly " leaped and flew" off the shore.

it was till then he realised it was a bird -_-'''

and anyway, he was tricked by me a few times after that when i said " hey look! there's a crab!"

and he will open his eyes wide looking around excitedly.

haha! this is how much he wanted to catch a crab.

after having fun at the beach, we went back to tampines and had prata for supper at blk 505.

the prata was nice and they had a variety of hot and cold drinks.

乐乐好介绍。

介绍好乐乐。
"piak ah!!"

anyway, starting work tommorrow at tanjong pagar until the week before school starts.

kinda excited and yet reluctant.

hope the working environment will be good.

sorry jiayi, cant go wild wild wet next friday, starting work.

another time k? =)

2008-09-10T08:43:00.000-07:00

sometimes i cant figure out why people are acting this way.
you are there onli wen they needed you, or not you're just nothing.

~invisible~

shd i take it as nothing has happen? or ?

anyway, to both jiayi and grace.
all the best for ur current prelims and Alevels which will be held in a months' time.
do your best and mug hard k?
after alevels we can meet up for a big feast for celebration
cant wait for our next meet up =)

2008-09-08T06:30:00.001-07:00

i was sick to the max!
fever comes suddenly when my cough and sore throat still persisting.
my head was heavy and everything seems swurling around the moment i woke up from my bed.
and my fever persist for 3 days despite popping panadols.
worst come to worst, i had diahorrea too.
my stomach was thumbling and rumbling in the middle of the night and was rushing for toilet every now and then.
i was tired but cant sleep.
today was the third time i visit the clinic.
i'm eating medicine as if i'm eating main course.

at one moment i thought i was down with dengue or sars. haha

2008-08-31T19:48:00.000-07:00

yea, i'm so glad i'm having my holiday now.
it was really tedious last week especially when u need to study from day to night consecutively and worrying about whether are you going to complete all chapters on time.
and adding on to it, falling sick on exams period make things worst.
pray hard that i'll score better than the previous semesters.

on the last day of exams, i receive a little lovely gift from ruth.
she printed out pictures for us, a small note that she wrote and some chocolates.
it was really sweet of preparing these gifts
and and, you are truely appreciated!!
thanks alot girl =)

on friday, went out with peiling,png and karilynn.
meet png ealier for lunch at pizza hut,
yum yum, i love bake pasta, especially the creamy white sauce and those melty cheese and not forgetting those cheese flakes.
haha, png must have hated me :p

went to catch a movie after lunch with the rest.
we watched a thai horror movie namely 4bia.
the only thing i don't like about the movie is the violent and bloody scenes in the second part.
i don't mind ghost keep popping out out of no where with sudden background music,
i just dun like violent and bloody scenes la!

on sat, went to community centre to collect some busary awards and meet dear after that.
we went to comex IT fair. dear was looking for thumbdrive and hard disk.
but in the end didn't bought any.
we had dinner at at xing wang hongkong cafe and i ate bake rice!!
yum yum, those tomato sauce with overflooded of cheese melts.
so tempting, haha.
on our way home in mrt, dear was trying to be funny all the way throughout the journey.
crazy boy, haha, i couldn't stop laughing.

anyway, its our 19th months anniversary again!
time flies fast and thanks love for being apart of my life, you've been so patient and loving to me from the start till now. looking forward to more days we share together <3

2008-08-25T07:18:00.000-07:00

i'm so pissed! i'm so pissed!!
the accounting paper today sucks to the core.
i've studied so damn hard, practised 6 past years papers and in the end it came out this way.
why must the teacher always set such a difficult paper for our batch?
it was twice as hard as all those past years papers i tell you.

and stupid me lost 4 marks on the questions which i had the answer drill right into my head.
why didn't i read the questions carefully?
when can i jolly well change my carelessness??
#6*&@#&%%&$)#@Q%!!

sigh, its killing me.

2008-08-13T07:26:00.000-07:00

went to watch high school musical concert at Singapore Expo on Sun.

the concert was fabulous, the music was great and everything was good.

was really glad that i could attend this concert, thanks alot =)

meet up with dear on mon after school and we went to walk around and have lunch at vivo.

after which, he accompanied me to look for sis's birthday present.

i must admit that i took ages to choose the present and dear was patient enough to be wif me walking around.

thanks alot oink oink!

anyway, supposed to do a survey which can earn me 100 bucks on yesterday.

i'm like so happy and excited over it

and of cos earning me 100 bucks was another great thing becos i am very broke currently.

they called me for screening but eventually didn't get through due to some reasons.

was really disapointed i must say.

although it was 13th day past the first of Aug,
still, happy 18th months anni to us!
loves <3>

2008-07-25T07:57:00.000-07:00

alright alright, i've been receiving complains that my blog is rotting.
so now, i'll revive it and let it rot again after this post, haha.
anyway, this post will be damn long, i think many people will give up half way reading the post.
haha.

First week of july,
it was my dad's birthday!
went to celebrate at hagen daz with mum, sis and myself.
and we had a big plate of yummy ice cream =)
and it was so coincident that my current classmate viona work part time there. it was until we were about to leave then i saw her. i was very surprise to see her there.

our class played the angel and mortal game. i received a reali sweet note from my angel on tues. and it was reali sweet and cute, i love it very much.
so on wed, our careperson wans us to reveal who is whose angel. so, olivia was my angel! she was sitting right next to me and i didn't even realise that she was my angel.
it was so sweet of her to make that small note =)

meet up with jiayi for dinner, we were so broke that we desperately looking for budget meals that will goes just nice with those coins in our wallet, haha.
and know what know what? we found a korean sizzling hotplate store that cost only 6 bucks for 2 person. we still even left with extra penny to buy drinks for ourselves =)

2nd week,
finally my clique had the time again to get together at beach ever since we've got into different class in the 2nd year.
so on that day, the 7 of us went to the beach and played volleyball. it was so funny when pngpng set the first volleyball in her whole life.
and guess what? it smacked right onto her face.
that was so hilarious.
and we played sand after that, initially wanted to build a big sand castle, suggested by shuwei.
so we did the base of the castle and that's all we have, because we found out that none of us knows how to build a sand castle -_-'''

we decided to use the sand to make into alphabets for part of sofia's present.
so we made S-O-F-I-A.
the purpose is to snap the words and develope it into photo and we will be making a personalize board for her.
BUT, none of us are tall enough to capture all the 5 alphabets into the camera. peiling suggested to stack another person up on someone's shoulder to snap the picture, so in the end i was up on peiling's shoulder taking photos.
it was damn scary the moment peiling lifted me up. and the rest of them was supporting us prevent me from falling.
i was shivering la, i was so scared of falling and also to hurt peiling's shoulders, haha.
but anyway, we got the job done and 3 cheers to ourselves!

last week
was good, went dear's house to celebrate his mum's birthday.
i was so nervous for the first time meeting his mum, i don't know what to do and what to talk about when upon meeting her to leave her a good impression.
but thank goodness, everything went well and his mum is pretty nice, it was a blessing to me =)

Happy "16th" birthday to sofia!
didn't celebrate sofia's birthday in school because my project mates and i went to Singapore City Gallery for project and we ate super nice food at Maxwell food centre.
went back vivo to meet laopo after project and we went back to sentosa to find mark. we played basketball!
F1 interview in the evening and i was honourable enough to be able to participate in the first night race in Singapore =)

so week end meet up with dear as usual,
went to catch Handcock at plaze sing. it have been a long time ever since i watched such great movies, reali.
i think the storyline was good and it was hilarious.
the ang mor sitting beside me was laughing so loudly that i feel like laughing too, haha.
and thanks for the day bobdog!
it sure was good everytime i meet you =)

this week,
meet up with huiling! my childhood friend till now. my first friend in my life i can say.
everytime we ran into each other in the neighbourhood, we have so much to share,
but due to time constrain, we only get to talk a few sentence and off we went seperate ways.
so it was on thurs that we finally had a time to sit down, have lunch and had a heart to heart talk updating on our life.
after lunch at tm, i bring her to tp and show her around the school. she was like those freshies and was amazed with most of the things in tp, haha.
i had a very great time and hope that we will catch up soon again.
and hope that the next time the 4 of us, you, me, my sis and your brother can meet up together.
my childhood "gang" haha. so much fond memories.

anyway, i was learning to say numbers 1 to 10 in thai. pngpng taught me alot but i kept forgetting, haha, lousy memory. she taught me alot nice words which i can say to dear, and i totally forgotten. she taught me swearing words, which i still remember :p

jiayi bought hamsters again la, she was asking if i want to buy 1 from her half price.
i seriously dun mind keeping one again. but my parents forbidden, they said it was smelly.
and i miss ham ham, she loves to lick my finger everytime i pet her =(

2008-07-04T21:27:00.000-07:00

= Personality love style =
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

i think this is really true.. haha

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test80.aspx

2008-07-04T21:05:00.000-07:00

I've did some personality test. I think its quite true to certain extend =)

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Relationship test
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.

Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.

2008-07-01T08:24:00.001-07:00

I had a sinful day!

i was supposed to wake up at 630AM today to prepare for lessons at sentosa at 9AM.
guess what?
last night i set my alarm clock at 630PM!
when i woke up this morning, it was already 720AM.
everytime i leave my house 1 hour 15mins earlier as the journey is quite long.
therefore, i conclude that after i wash up, bath and dressed up, i will be late for school already.
might be marked absent.
so, i decided to skip my first tutorial.
so sinful!

first time in my life i overslept nia.
and first time in my life i skipped lessons because i overslept.
guilty.

wen i reached school some of my classmates were like
"hor, xinling skip lesson ah"
haha.. okay okay.
i know,
i'm guilty i'm sinful.
i shall repent.

Anyway on my way to school today, i saw this little boy boy around 2 or 3 years old?
he was walking with his grandma and there is a pegion a distance infront of him.

you know kids, usually will scare those birds away.
guess what this little boy boy did?
he suddenly shouted using his super high pitch voice.
and that pegion flew off immediately.
it was so funny la.
then his grandma said
"你 hor, 很喜欢唱歌啊？”
“要唱歌回家唱。”
hahaha.. he's too cute..

Happy 17 months anniversary!

Anyway, i want to thank huimin for that sweet lovely note.
She's still ever sweet and thoughtful. It really brighten up my day.
Thanks girl =)

2008-06-28T21:31:00.000-07:00

its the start of first wk after the holiday.
my week was fruitful and great!

= mon =

my grp and i went fliming for ROM second mode of presentation.
we went to palanwan beach and had great time.
the video was hilarious la.. especially png and my part.
felt so malu.
the fliming was smooth and everyone was cooperative.
sooo... we got our fliming donw within 2 hours =)

= tues =

the longest day of the week.
by the time it came to the last lesson, i'm already half dead. haha
we had rehersals during lesson intervals and were busying making our model
also! we were happily playing soccer when others are having rehersal..
png said she wan to quit soccer as my soccer skills are too good :p

= Wed =

Our ROM presentation!!
woke up at 5 plus and travel down to sentosa for our final rehersal.
the presentation turns out to be a sucess and the video was our bonus part.
it brings the whole class laughing and all of them are enjoying the video.
after lesson we had the business etiquette rehersal.
as expected, most of them won't turn up.
so me and png did the rehersal ourselves.

= Thurs =

we had attraction test from 630pm to 730pm.
it was so late la!
but but, the test turns out to be easier than i expected.
just hope that i can pass, it will be better than enough =)
after test, went for dinner with my classmates.
i had a great time with them =)

= Sat =

meet up with dear as usual.
went Ehub for movie "get smart"
it was so hilarious la. nice movie
i decided to take a stroll from pasir ris back to tampines,
but that lazy boy complaining to take bus :p
alright, say frankly, the journey was really long.
but we did it by our two legs anyway.
3 cheers to ourselves! haha

anyway, dear piggyback me half way through the journey.
his piggyback was damn scary nia.
he was swaying left swaying right.
and suddenly he made a few turns.
**cold sweat

haha..
i had a great day!

2008-06-22T06:00:00.000-07:00

my week was rather busy.

monday, went back tp with my group mates to do project on intro to leisure and recreation. i've got nothing much to do on my part so i helped ruth with her research.

tues, stayed at home revising for my attraction test next week.

wednesday, went to tp for our business etiquette final compliation, printing and binding.
our report is finally done!!
and we had shuwei's bday celebration after that and lunch.
after lunch png and me started doing on our ppt.
a fruitful day =)

thurs, i cant remember wat i did.

fri, initially planning to have a day out wif my laopo, but she need to rush her project last min. so our date was cancelled and i went out shopping around my neighbourhood with my sis =)

sat, as usual, meet up with dear.
we went changi village. Our favourite place to hand out.
after our dinner, we went to the beach. the weather is so good and relaxing la.
in the evening, we played at the beach by the beautiful sunset.
at night, we placed a mat under a tree and we lay down gazing at the stars.
listening to the waves hitting the shore and the sea breeze gently blowing onto our face.
i just love that night, just two of us, casting all ur troubles aside, nothing to worry about.
at the moment, i thought i was dreaming.

i just love it! i just love every moment spent with you.
all the stupid and funny stuffs we did.
all the sweet things you done for me.
<3

2008-06-14T08:03:00.000-07:00

was busy mugging business etiquette report whole of the holiday.
at first i thought we were able to complete like within 1 and half week?
now its almost 2 weeks and the report is not even ready and we are supposed to print it out on mon.
when people promise to send 2 or 3 parts of the report to me on a deadline, but i receive different parts from different days.
i wan a more efficient group please!!
alright, i must say that not all grp members are like this.
png was the most efficient.

other than that, was out wif jiayi the whole morning till afternoon today.
when to health promotion talk to attend a briefing on a project related to youth health.
and and i can include this into my CIP points if i wish to further my studies in uni.
the session was so fun la, but i was the onli poly students with all JC students there.
think none of them knew that i'm from poly :p
my grp members are so funny, crapped throughout the session with jiayi, willy and sean.
also with another guy, jiayi's mentor if i'm not wrong..
thanks jiayi from introducing me to this talk, although i complained so much in the morning :p

later in the afternoon, meet up with bobdog and we went plaza sing and after that to leisure park at kallang. Nothing much about the shopping centre.
we played car racing game, i was about to win at the very last min nia and my engine had stopped.
then suddenly bobdog's car came from the back and crash mine!
and he won -_-''

anyway, i had a great time with him today.
he's always there entertaining me.. haha

2008-06-02T07:47:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to you,

Happy birthday to jiayi and pngpng.

Happy birthday to you!!

today was such a happy day.

my mid-sem test ended and holiday officially starts today!!

woots! but of couse many projects meetings during the 3 wks too.

secondly it was png's birthday!!

we had a small celebrations for her after the paper in school.

we gave her 5 days supplies of hello pandas..

haha.. are you overjoyed? =P

thirdly, it was jiayi's birthday!!

and its again the 4 girls meeting up.

we went tm for dinner.

not forgetting our favourite birthday game -- zhong ji mi ma

we mixed the food till so disgusting nia.

thank goodness i'm always the lucky one among the 4.

and jiayi is always the suay one.

haha.. the 3 of them gave the so-disgusted food after they ate this ..................

haha.. i had a great day today! =)

happy birthday to these 2 2nd june babies once again!

2008-06-01T01:10:00.000-07:00

Happy 16th months dear.

of all the things that happen,

i still love you like how i do always <3

2008-05-29T06:24:00.000-07:00

alright, i spot something at karilynn's blog. haha!

something damn funny happened on wed.

i met ruth at habourfront control station and we went sch together.
on the way to sch, she bought a banana cake at toast box.
and she was like telling me how nice how good this banana cake was.
so ruth was queing infront, behind her was a lady, and i was standing right at the back.
after she paid money to the cashier, she turned around saying :
"do want to smell? its very nice"
and guess wat? the person she talking to wasn't me!!
she was talking to the lady behind her and putting the banana cake right infront of her face.
hahahaha..
i was laughing like crazy la!
that lady too. ruth was feeling so malu.. haha

tues, i receive sms(s) from jiayi, she was complaining to me about her bro's gf.
one of our conversation was

jia : " actually i wanted to talk loudly on phone purposely to chase her away "
me : " wah, u not scared later she call her gang to beat u up ah? "
jia : "she got gang meh? Got also all the ah gongs.. hahas.. i so man not scared lah! i still got my gang to support.. haha."

hahaha!! jiayi ah jiayi, u are so dramatic and hilarious can.
till now i can still laugh at her msg nia.. especially the ah gong and so man part :p

yesterday had apel lesson, i reali wonder why my careperson love to skip my name..
alright, it happened like this, png was sitting at my left and olivia on my right.
so i was in the middle..
everytime when dere's "pair activity", she will call olivia, skipping me and then png.
it happened twice okay. i felt so invisible.
she forgotten my name or wat??

today was rather a moody day.
projects and so many stuffs..
my idea was rejected my miss sieow, need to think of another again.
people was asking me why i look so sad.
haha.. i didn't know that i looking sad either.
but afternoon was better =)

laopo, cheer up k? i hope u're feeling better now =)

2008-05-26T06:08:00.000-07:00

= Sat =
meet dear after his work in the evening.
he's working so hard
serving NS on wkdays and working part time on wk ends.
i'm glad that he choose to work 1 day per wk end.
cant bear to see him getting over exhausted.

i had a great time with him
though we only spend time together for less than half a day.
ironicly, i'm loving him more & more each day!

= sun =

Project at kovan.
suppose to meet at 4 at kovan control station, but i reached 1 hr earlier la!
i forgotten that we are meeting at 4.. haha
its okay its okay, i'll pay more attention during meeting next time :p

project was great!
kovan community centre was great!!
group members was great great!!!
cafe was great!!!!
food was great!!!!!

for all the things u've done for me, it means alot <3

2008-05-23T21:15:00.001-07:00

Happy 18th birthday mark!

friday blues! i had a bad day yesterday.
nothing is hindering me actually, just that i don't feel right for the day.
some people is seen as a sore in my eye, hypocrite, attitude.
not their fault, its mine, all thanks to the visiting of my aunty.

on the other hand, i think the field trip is better than i thought.
a portion of our class visited the Amara Sanctuary Resort.
i love the place, i love the ambience,
especially the villas. it cost about $1900 per night. Ex huh?
i was helping my group jotting down notes and mable was the photographer.
ruth was nice enough to help me carry my stuffs. haha

mood - less

2008-05-11T06:10:00.000-07:00

my wk was ........ no comments about it.

the onli thing i know is that time flies real fast this semester in sentosa academic.
some of the projects deadlines are less than 20 days away.
mid sem test too.
Coming in less than 3 wks time.
and and, this imply that holidays are coming!!
but i'm sure the 2 wks will be filled with tons of projects and rehersals for presentations.

alright, my friday this wk was no good no good.
our class had assesment for our business etiqutte lesson.
sad to say that, i need improvement from HEAD to TOE..
everything is not right =(
after sch, was out at the beach wif peiling, laopo, mark, sofia, iffah and shuwei.
we had volleyball and captains ball.
the captains ball was great!
and i love the evening sun =)

saturday was my favourite day of the wk.
it has always be =)

2008-05-04T23:20:00.000-07:00

For you,

2008-05-04T05:38:00.000-07:00

This is such a nice video!
i was really so touched by what peiling did for our clique.
so touch so touch.

thanks gal!

as we go on,
we remember all the times we, had together.

2008-05-03T21:06:00.001-07:00

http://www.lets101.com/

2008-04-29T08:22:00.001-07:00

You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes.

When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You are self-confident and happy with your life.

http://www.drawahouse.com/TakeTheTest/

2008-04-25T21:50:00.000-07:00

someone invaded into my blog..
tt person is none other than my lovely lao po! haha..

alright, school starts this wk and its all de way at sentosa.
sounds fun eh? infact it isnt at all..
de journey is super duper long and the canteen is ... i got no comment.
all i need to say is, jia you everyone for the first semester there =)

i mus say that i enjoyed de ride to sch every morning wif peiling mark and peeps.
its nice especially on fri when most of jus come together to one lect.
and its such an irony that we enjoy each other presence more when all of us are broken down into different classes.
special thanks to peiling laopo png and hwa for those gifts from overseas..
i like them alot =)

Yesterday, meet up wif jiayi for dinner.
i always feel so tired after meeting up wif her.
she always never fail to make me use up all my energy.. haha
anyway, so sorry i cant go Johor wif you and your family..
another time okay? =)

Yea! dear is finally back today.
its so nice to be stepping on the same ground together =)

2008-04-19T06:27:00.000-07:00

this wk was busy busy busy..

out in town wif jieying on wed.
i had a great time crapping with her throughout the day
and of cos being her lovable, creative and outstanding fashion consultant :p
glad that she've found a piece of formal top for herself
i'm glad tt i've found some nice wear for myself too!

and subway turn out to be Fabulous! and economic after i went subwaying with her!
i shall bring bobdog back dere someday :p

was out with sis on fri and mon..
we went walking ard tampines central and paid some bills
reali sorry i'm able to make it to de outing wif laopo, peiling and peeps..
thank goodness de sun was at least better than last mon.
we went dere in the morning and it started pouring until evening -_-''''

today!
i went back to junyuan wif jiayi.
here again, was our annual GB's enrolment service.
it was reali heart warming wen i saw the colours flying in the hall today.
this brings me back to the times wen i represented the coy,
with the honour to carry the colours.
all the sweat and effort the colour parties and officers had put in,
was all paid off on this day =)

(so much memories.......)

alright alright,
went k-ing wif jia after enrolment.
all i can say is tt, she's evil evil and evil!
she took my phone and snapshot so many of her zi lian photos.. opps! :p

k la, you r a very nice fren okay?
P.S i did a good deed today by praising her *pat pat

dear Mr. Time, can u please hurry come and hurry go?
why can't u just make it 12 hrs a day?
if it was reali that,
the 11th day has already past by 1 day.
he will be back with me by then..

i occupied myself with tons of things everyday
to stop myself from thinking too much about you.
it doesnt help much when might falls.

it was only the 6th day.. =(